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Zai, Alex / married ♡ / pronouns / sonas
Australia / November 14 / Personal Links & Socials

Art by my friend, JASPER!

Hiya o/ My name is Zai! Many people have asked how to pronounce my username so I'll toss the pronunciation here: "zay-veenx".

I spent most of my life in Oklahoma and Arkansas, USA. The peaceful, rural forests of Oklahoma were a place I called home until I ended up in Arkansas around the age of 14. To keep things brief: I had a good life to start, experienced several years of abuse, and then proceeded to develop frustratingly bad anxiety. This anxiety - along with other factors - trapped me in a small, dark, and very lonely world.

During 2015, I experienced the beginnings of a series of lifechanging events that ultimately led me to where I now reside: in Australia with my husband, the love of my life. Now, I am rising from the ashes of my past in an attempt to be more than I was. I am now surrounded by positive people in my life and feel that I can finally move forward.

In late 2020, I was finally medically diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder and General Anxiety Disorder. I am now on medication, which has made life a tad bit easier!


  • red pandas! / dinosaurs (Parasaurolophus is best dino), cats, corgis, bats

  • secluded areas / evergreen forests, mountains

  • rain, snow, and overcast weather

  • being cozy (cold house, warm blankets and plushies)

  • black tea, cocoa/hot chocolate, Milo, bubble tea, cider

  • gaming (PCMR! / soft spot for MMORPGs and open world, adventure)

  • anime, manga (Mushishi is a masterpiece)

  • fiction novels (I was a Warriors cats kid..still kinda am)

  • children - especially very young children or babies

  • callout culture

  • excessively noisy people and places / crowded areas

  • tomatoes

  • hot weather (especially when humid)

  • light themes on apps, websites, and the like

  • physical contact with most people / strangers in my personal bubble

  • lack of communication, disloyalty

  • needles


"Nobility isn’t being superior to your fellow man, it’s being superior to your former self."

✧ DeviantART, Weasyl, Twitter ✧

Nearly all completed artwork with occasional sketch/small art dumps

✧ Tumblr ✧

Nearly all completed artwork, photos of traditional artwork, digital WIPs, occasional doodles

✧ FurAffinity ✧

Mostly anthro content, sometimes nsfw

✧ Instagram ✧

Photos of traditional artwork, photos of digital WIPs, regular photos